CHARLES
LAMB (17751834)
Extract from a
letter to William Wordsworth,
The Letters of Charles Lamb to William Wordsworth, ed. T.
N. Talfourd
London, January
30, 1801
I ought before this to have replyd to your very kind invitation
into Cumberland. With you and your Sister I could gang anywhere.
But I am afraid whether I shall ever be able to afford so desperate
a Journey. Separate from the pleasure of your company, I dont
much care if I never see a mountain in my life. I have passed
all my days in London, until I have formed as many and intense
local attachments, as any of your Mountaineers can have
done with dead nature. The Lighted shops of the Strand and Fleet
Street, the unnumerable trades, tradesmen and customers, coaches,
waggons, playhouses, all the bustle and wickedness round about
Covent Garden, the very women of the Town, the Watchmen, drunken
scenes, rattles;life awake, if you awake, at all hours of
the night, the impossibility of being dull in Fleet Street, the
crowds, the very dirt & mud, the Sun shining upon houses and
pavements, the print shops, the old Book stalls, parsons
cheapning books, coffee houses, steams of soup from kitchens,
the pantomimes, London itself a pantomime and a masquerade, all
these things work themselves into my mind and feed me without
a power of satiating me. The wonder of these sights impells me
into night walks about the crowded streets, and I often shed tears
in the motley Strand from fulness of joy at so much Life.All
these emotions must be strange to you. So are your rural emotions
to me. But consider, what must I have been doing all my life,
not to have lent great portions of my heart with usury to such
scenes?
My attachments are all local, purely local.I
have no passion (or have had none since I was in love, and then
it was the spurious engendering of poetry & books) to groves
and vallies.The rooms where I was born, the furniture which
has been before my eyes all my life, a book case which has followed
me about (like a faithful dog, only exceeding him in knowledge)
wherever I have moved, old tables, streets, squares, when I have
sunned myself, my old school,these are my mistresses. Have
I not enough, without your mountains?
I
do not envy you, I should pity you, did I not know, that the Mind
will make friends of any thing. Your sun & moon and skies
and hills & lakes affect me no more, or scarcely come to me
in more venerable characters, than as a gilded room with tapestry
and tapers, where I might live with handsome visible objects.