NATHANIEL
HAWTHORNE (180464)
Extract from Passages
from the English Notebooks of Nathaniel Hawthorne (1870)
December 6, 1857
I have walked the streets a great deal in the dull November days,
and always take a certain pleasure in being in the midst of human
life,as closely encompassed by it as it is possible to be
anywhere in this world; and in that way of viewing it there is
a dull and sombre enjoyment always to be had in Holborn, Fleet
Street, Cheapside, and the other busiest parts of London. It is
human life; it is this material world; it is a grim and heavy
reality. I have never had the same sense of being surrounded by
materialisms and hemmed in with the grossness of this earthly
existence anywhere else; these broad, crowded streets are so evidently
the veins and arteries of an enormous city. London is evidenced
in every one of them, just as a megatherium is in each of its
separate bones, even if they be small ones. Thus I never fail
of a sort of self-congratulation in finding myself, for instance,
passing along Ludgate Hill; but, in spite of this, it is really
an ungladdened life to wander through these huge, thronged ways,
over a pavement foul with mud, ground into it by a million of
footsteps; jostling against people who do not seem to be individuals,
but all one mass, so homogeneous is the street-walking aspect
of them; the roar of vehicles pervading me,wearisome cabs
and omnibuses; everywhere the dingy brick edifices
heaving
themselves up, and shutting out all but a strip of sullen cloud,
that serves London for a sky,in short, a general impression
of grime and sordidness; and at this season always a fog scattered
along the vista of streets, sometimes so densely as almost to
spiritualize the materialism and make the scene resemble the other
world of worldly people, gross even in ghostliness.